• Let it begin…

    Hello Interwebs. Let this be the beginning of a year of journaling about how clueless I am in my existence in the world. I’m 38 years old, my birthday is in three weeks and I feel clueless. Just a black girl in her own identity crisis trying to figure shit out . I don’t know…

  • Post 4 – Verbal Vomit (from 3 years ago)

    Growing up I discovered that maybe I have difficulty communicating. Because I used to just speak my mind, and I found out that people didn’t like that. So I started to not speak my mind and be quiet and spend more time listening and talking because it seems like whenever I said what I was…

  • Post 3 – working is unfulfilling

    Today I am confused about why I like my job. Is it that I don’t wanna work? Or is it that I just don’t like my work? It doesn’t make me wanna get out of bed, in fact I think it just gives me anxiety because I feel like I’m doing it wrong all the…

  • Post 2 – I’m single and trying to mingle…

    Because teaching middle schoolers is 100% easier than dating. Who is looking for The Clueless Blackgirl flavor???

  • Post 1 – why am I doing this?

    Seriously are adults this confused about everything all the time?